I put in close to sixty hours at work in the last six days. This is bartending, folks. I didn't spend any of that time sitting down or pretending to work while cruising the internet.

My problem in life is that I give a shit too much. My greatest asset is that I give a shit too much. I just need to find a situation for myself, for once, where giving a shit too much actually benefits my soul, actually works to my advantage. 'Cause that whole giving-a-shit thing is not going to go away. I am easy to take advantage of. And I know it, can see it while it is happening, and can never find the words. Is it naive to think that one day I might not have to?

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