There's a void where there should be ecstasy...

Possibly back to regular posting again soon... or not...
I really don't know what to say.
I think the move has been positive for me... I have a good job and am starting to pay off debts and get ahead. I might even take, like, a real vacation for the first time in years!
But I feel even further from that whole meaning thing, if that means anything to you.
I mean, it will never be this (see below) good again, will it (?) and I wasn't even there.